ladies and gentlemen, i've returned to love.

Well hello ladies and gentlemen, or whoever the duce happens to be reading this blog... whoever you are.... so be it. Anyways, as you may or may not know i had an interesting break up a while back, things were going oh fine and dandy cept for one thing, drama seems to follow this girl. so i called it off, wasn't easy and honestly i didn't think i would settle down again after, i went the other way for a bit, i wasn't looking for a long term relationship anymore heck i wasn't even looking for a relationship. I ended up destroying myself, to anyone who's been there before, or is even there right now, it may seem like fun at the time, but in the end you have my deepest sympathies.
I then went to a friends birthday party, well actually her brother invited me, he asked me to come because otherwise he would be the only guy, this being an 18th birthday party for a girl... I went, i didn't know what i would find, i couldn't have known, because i found her... Hun if you're reading this, i love you. In all honesty though when i first met you i had no clue that we would grow into something, some people say they know right away, the love at first sight, it wasn't this with you.
Some people say "hey i don't think it's going to work, she's so quiet and you're... well you're not." and to you i say.... bite me? yes i think bite me will work, you have no understanding of what happens between us, you ask oooh how far have you gotten?... did your mother teach you no manners at all? are you really just that shallow? no i know you better than that, but you really do seem like a complete dolt sometimes.
Back to you Hun, the first time you messaged me i was intruiged here was this girl who had said like two words the whole night all of a sudden messaging me on facebook, well that got me interested because at first i just thought you were shy, but here you had taken the chance and looked me up, added me, and talked to me, during the next while it was like that, day in and day out, not a word in person, and it doesn't matter, you're thoughts will still get through.. I love you, and i wouldn't have it any other way. no matter what others think

You've helped me return to love, to my better self, not the one who doesn't care, who won't respect you, Thank you.
i feel like writing, but i don't think the blogs are yet ready for my writing, or wait no that the writing is ready for the blogs yes that would be it. fair well to all for now